Alone

You said you wouldn’t leave me,

So why am I alone?

You said I didn’t have to fight this battle, 

anymore, on my own, 

Yet once again, I am in the ring, 

Fighting an endless battle, 

And I am alone,

Because, you have your oblivion,

And it means more than me, 

You have your special pills, 

You continue to feed your disease,

You don’t want help, yet you refuse, 

to go down on your own, 

You take us all with you.

I’ve forgiven your transgressions,

the things your sickness made you do, 

but you keep adding more to the list, 

refusing to accept the truth. 

Your illness is feeding mine, 

Destroying whats left of my soul 

Plaguing me with the realisation, 

That once again, I am alone.